Here you'll find me open and exposed. My thoughts, poetry and stories laid bare. Each give voice to my views and feelings on matters. Poetry is my first love, but I've been exploring the writing side of creative pursuits as well. I hope you find something you like here among the blocks and ads.

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on Nov 01, 09 at 03:19 AM

I've been looking forward to Autumn for some time now. There's something about the changing colors and falling leaves that seem so cathartic.

 I guess as a poet, it's an opportunity to rekindle a smoldering flame. I must admit I've been on some sort of poetic vacation for over a year now. I've been able to write by using prompts or exercises, but what so freely flowed has been damned up for some time.

It's almost like a death. The death of thoughts or emotions which fuel the pen to scribble. I feel almost soulless at times. Maybe I'm in a metamorphsis stage right now, and what is soon to break free of the cocoon (which holds my thoughts hostage) will set me on another journey down a different poetic highway.

Regardless, I've taken a positive look at this and have done some rearranging and


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I was not what you'd call the normal teenager when it came to wanting to learn to drive. I didn't look forward to obtaining my drivers license as everyone else did. In fact, I had never been behind th...read more
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Twenty Five Years

" I'll never forget you I promise."

How many years had come and gone since she uttered those words back in 84. She was eighteen and ready to step out into the world. Youth spent foolishly those first few years of freedom. Time seemed liked it'd go on forever.

Laughing Melissa shook herself back to the present. The letter had been a surprise. She hadn't received any beforehand, why now? Unopened and propped against her coffee mug she slipped back into yester years.

Twenty-five years had come and gone since that date in May. Like so many seniors before her and yet to come, she'd thrown her hat up in celebratory happiness. She'd graduated and the world was hers. Freedom  at last.

Once more in the present she knew what this letter represented. They'd finally found her.....twenty-five years had passed and they'd found her. She picked up the unopened letter and tossed it into the trash can. It was best they remembered her as she was and not this aged woman with wrinkles and sagging skin.

Nope school reunions was not her thing. Popping the top of a coke she took a sip and switched on the TV.

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The House on the Edge of Town Spider webs draped the rooms like lace curtains. If one breathed too heavily or coughed too loudly it would stir up ghost from the past. That's what Karen believed anyw...read more
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The township of Harvest sat back in the mountains of Gila, New Mexico. Unknown to the world, except for those who've stumbled upon it or those who founded it some 100 years ago. A quiet sort of town u...read more
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So I bought into it. Now what? Like many others before I rushed over to Facebook to see what all the hoopla was about. Hurriedly filling in all my information, omitting the bits and pieces I didn't wa...read more
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Sometimes there are no words
to express the depths of love,
just vestiges of a steady heartbeat.

In these silent times, know
the emotion is so profound
a single word would destroy
loves true essence.

Search my soul;
feel what my eyes,
hands and actions say.

Know that I do and I have
loved you in silence.


Silencing the echo's

Riches and Fame

 

I could care less
about fame and riches!

Some wrap it around their shoulders,
others wear it on their fingers.
Name in lights, yes there are those.
A home in Beverly Hills, three million dollars.

Fame has a price and riches are easily squandered.
I think of those hypnotized by the glitter.
How the sparkle washes away in the morning light,
when death's stench has set in and some poor sap
with too much money has overdosed
on twenty thousands dollars worth of cocaine.
Money sure can buy you anything. Even death.

 

That actress once looked different,
all wholesome and well "REAL".
Now, who she was mixes with the plastic she bought for her body.
When she's laid to rest parts of her will take years to decay,
if they ever do. Her fame didn't buy her immortality,
however it did buy her a nice set of boobs.

I've decided money and fame "CAN" get you somewhere,
it's the somewhere that's scary. I'd rather not buy into it;
I'm rather content in my little corner of the earth,
struggling in the real world.

I pinch pennies and shop at Wal-mart.
I guess I'll go to my grave rich in life.

Oh wait, I did have five minutes of fame once. A nod, not for an Oscar,
this recognition presented itself with a hardy slap on a back
and a certificate stating "A Job Well Done".
I hated the attention it drew, I was red faced for over an hour.

My "Real" glorious moment was when I missed my seat at Furr's Cafeteria.
I ended up on the floor, it was a comedic performance.
Now (that) was a scene which should have won an Oscar.

Oh well, at least I'll decay the way a human is supposed to.
My body returning to dust. Nothing polluting the ground
which the next generation will have to clean up.

Yeah, fame isn't for me.

Nothing Is Written In Stone

We say, "nothing is written in stone"...

Except death.

Death is written in stone;
beloved wife-father-son-daughter.

The sleep of the dead,
under cold marbled stone - death
There it is written in stone

...but...

He who holds the Book Of Life
has the "Key" to release death,
to erase the chiseled words written in stone.

Undoing the eternal sleep,
so it's true...

"Nothing is Written in Stone

Veined imprints of
roadway aqueducts
web your body.

While grey tones
set a palette
of melancholy hues.

Charcoal skies
can't hide the beauty
of your petals through the mist.

Changeling

It's funny how life changes us as we grow. In youth we have innocense plastered across our faces and the realities of life haven't weighed us down. I think this picture captures me in the innocense of life and the joy of being a child.

Passion (Acrostic)

Passion for poetry
Abounds with pouring out the verse and
Subjecting yourself to hurtful wounds,
Simply because you bleed ink.
It's impossible for all to know that
Only stanzas pour from you and
Nothing else matters.

Essence of Me

Never would I share myself
so easily in youth,
but age has made me stronger now
my presence is the proof.
Broken by the hands of life,
first my marriage failed.
Then my soul was compromised,
as cancer tried to kill.
Never was I one to yield,
half way up a hill.
Tempered by the sands of time,
my essence has prevailed.
Asking nothing in return
for kindnesses I've shown.
Despite the road I've traveled on,
I'm proud to say I've flown.

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Summer It seemed like summer would never end playing beneath the willow tree. We'd dance among dandelions and chase butterflies with glee. Lightening bugs glow, reminding us of lighthouses cas...read more
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Video created using one of my poems. I didn't create the video, but the poem is mine.

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