It has always been my belief that people are never BORN evil. On the contrary, each and every person is a mere victim of circumstance. A baby isn't born with morals and beliefs and ideas - all of these cultural aspects are impressed upon them as a child. We as human beings tend to copy our parents - whether intentionally or s... More..
I amThe embodimentOf every dreamThat never came true.I amThe tearsYou sob into your pillowEvery night,In the darkness,In the stillness.I amEvery fragmentOf every painful memoryI amYour first break up.I amYour first loss.I amThe first punchThat bully ever gave you.I amThe nagging wisdom toothGrinding away at your gums.I amThe ... More..
When I was in college studying different cultures I wrote a paper titled "There Is More Than One Pathway to God." This was back when I was an initiated Wiccan worshipping the Goddess and trying to find peace. I realized as I eventually went from religion to religion that all religions more or less move toward the same goal: t... More..
SuicideShadows play across the wall.In my mind's eyeI am small.Hate this life.Want to die.Hate to cry.Wonder why.Trapped inside.Can't escape.Boxed in like a goddamned ape.No where to turn.No one to listen.Feel the blood gush.See it glisten.Down my wrist,thick, dark, and flowing.Into a pool,it is going.Drowning, dizzy, swallow... More..
I know I exist because the emotional pain I struggle against everyday is too intense for any mere phantom. As Dostoyevsky said, "Though I sit alone on a pillar, I exist!" What does it mean, after all, to exist? It means you are substantial in some way, shape, or form. If I can prod you with a stick, you exist! Whether dead or... More..
VoicesIt happens every so often.The stress builds until the voices overcomeVoices telling me I'll never do anything right,Voices screaming,Voices crying,Voices choking my soulThey get so loud I can not breathe!Stumble through the dark roomLand on my kneesClutch my head and sob"Please! Please, stop screaming at me!"The tears c... More..
1. I hate sexual harassment. "No" means "No!" If I don't look like I want to make small talk, then PLEASE don't force yourself on me and DON'T keep walking past me really close and staring. I had some loser do that to me today. He just kept forcing himself on me. And there's no blaming me for it because I wasn't dressed like ... More..
I don't have nine illegitimate children.I don't have ANY children.I have a high school diploma.I went to college and I'm going back this Fall.I DO care about education and I've probably read more books than you could count.I have never been arrested.I have never used nor have I sold illegal drugs.I have never been a part of a... More..
She takes it for the pain.She is an empty shell.Any day now.It's in the drawer.No one would listen.No one understands.Please, take my hand.Please.I'm scared.And . . .I can't make it stop.I don't know how to heal on my own . . .Please.Don't walk away from me.I need you more than I ever knew,More than I'll ever admit.Tell me yo... More..
She yielded to me so tenderlyShe wanted me to touch her,To master herGod, I wanted to touch her!I had kept myself in checkFor so long while we talked,While we got to know each other.It was like . . . we belonged.It was like . . . we were soul mates.I don't even believeIn soul mates . . .And she was so perfect and small,My lit... More..
Ms P. K. Styles
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