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Name: Raphy
Age: 16
Ethnicity: Filipino (although like many, mixed)
Sex: Female
Musical Idols: SANTANA, Stephen Speaks, JOHN FRUSCIANTE, SIA, Amy Winehouse,
+ more bio information+ THE WILL TO LIVE FOR YOU + Look- nothing. You abandoned me. In deafening silence, i wondered "Why?" Oh, clich and over used. But you never gave an answer. Why can't you see? Did you ever see me cry? Your disappearance so sudden, You didn't even walk away. False hopes, expected promises unfulfilled. I'm always led astray. T... More..
Heart-Wife (She) You call her lover, I'd say sugar sucker "How much should I take for you?" "How many is she taking from you?" Just how many pieces have you lost? She's welcome to your heaven and she'd step through you. Entrance is one thing, but she's abusive, yeah? She's welcome to your heaven, where your soul lies, You ha... More..
I'm just so totally honest, but I couldn't take it if they were Locked in a dream world but I would die if they took me back So I smashed up the mosaic, and burned down the ashes My life's a contradiction because I take my martini laced with crack What a bright scene, lights-a-blinding and sparks-a-flashin' Music mind bendin... More..
+ KISS + Deep inside my shattered soul A monster lies asleep Living in an endless black hole Where the smell of blood begins to creep In the hours of silence You can never find peace A moan of quiet violence My spirit comes to unleash A bloody slit across my back A dagger cuts beneath My spine created a deafening crack An i ... More..
"Friendship" is something much more valuable and deeply affecting than anything that has a quantity of more than 10 at the most. Majority of us have acquaintances and associates whose head count will not fit in a calculator, but not all of us even have enough "friends" to count in one hand, and for the many who do, they are ... More..
Wanderer The sun sets and the wind rustles by like the wanderer as he observes all of what his senses could let him. He can almost see the wind's spirit as she seductively dances around him through the thin windows between (seemingly) parallel worlds. The vagrant moves to follow her calling, and the wind blows as if to follo... More..
Nightmare Gamble Pieces of a broken dream Left in jagged shards Left behind in a suppressed scream Go ahead, play your cards A face of a dream slashed and scarred defaced from what it was Go ahead, play your last card Unmask this dream As the darkness prevails in this unreal play save your last card, the diamond ace Broken P... More..
Travel Writing: Short story for a secret place September 15 2005 11:30 PM Year 9 It was 4:00 in midmorning when Joseph was woken up by the strong, noisy, gashing waves slapping on the sides of his wooden boat. Or so his ancient alarm clock stated, as it ticked along, the tick-tock sound hardly audible over the noise the endl... More..
So Long As Its For Real Sincerity in his eyes- a dagger 'cause it cuts me asleep Sincerity in my eyes- vulnerability, 'cause it lets him. But i don't really care how much it would bleed. So long as he knows it's real... Chorus: But maybe he don't know, Maybe he don't care, Or maybe he struggles to ignore. The way i feel, its... More..
+ IS THAT- YOU? + Penetrating the still, tranquil night: Your cry. A whisper through the air like the wind rustling the unmoving curtains. Steady yet brittle; easily broken. No! it cannot be you.... It could never be... not anymore Though i wish- but... No. Not anymore... not now. A second desperate moan, Deprived and longin... More..
Raphy Mendoza
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