Seems that it is so easy to let the words flow through you when writing about almost anything .... except yourself! I enjoy voicing any opinions that i feel strongly about. I am a mother of 2 boys, parenthood for me began at a pretty young age. In my particular circumstance, when I found myself pregnant at such a young age, a typical teen may have thought that their life was over! I think my oldest son saved my life. He is a very special gift from god and I have a connection with him that I'll probably never share with another human being for the rest of my life. He is also autistic, and I believe he has the same feelings towards me that he'll never share with another, it's more than that of just a mother and son.. I think that having my 1st child so young enabled me to be more open to the vast amount of parenting techniques there are. The things that he has taught me have made me a better, stronger, and definitely more patient person..

My passion is ...

learning and working with children with developmental delays and autism

Why I write ...

It makes me feel free

My first job ...

at a store.. customer service/cashier

My inspiration ...

my oldest son Andy

Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Futility

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To forgive but not forget
is a double edged sword
your can't excuse their actions
then never let them live it down
we think it makes us stronger
we won't be hurt again
but in fact we only hurt ourselves
and drive ourselves insane
if you can't move on from actions taken
be the one to take the blame
for we ourselves will make mistakes
there's no rules in this game
fear not the one inflicted with pain
but the bearer of the burden
is the one who can't forgive himself
for causing all your hurting

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