: About Me

Blackness surrounds me and fills my being. Blackness fills me and scorches my soul. I am intoxicated and I can't get enough. I am in control and I know I am. Days are a blur to me, Is it tomorrow already? This is my haven, It will protect me. And yet, and yet Tomorrow seems so far away I am reaching for something long gone. Or is it just me? They are all talking now, Telling me to be cheery. I tell them I am fine, I can tell they don't believe me. They all surround me, Telling me it's okay. Okay to cry, okay to sob. I want my blackness back. I realize soon, that I am not myself. I have cha...