I've been lied to, cheated on, stepped on, and abused.I've been strung along, led on, left, and used.I've been made a fool of, I've made a fool of me.I've ignored signs and signals that were plain to see.I've hoped , and I've prayed, I've pleaded with fate.I've been desperate, violent, and filled with hate.I've been destroyed... More..
No one ever noticedthat I got tired of living.They just kept on taking,even after I stopped giving.They kept on talking,convincing me they were real.They kept trying to touch my heart,they never noticed I can no longer feel.No one ever heard me,and I finally stopped crying.No one ever asked meif I would be alright.No one was ... More..
It feeds on pain,and has an unquenchable thirst.It sleeps only when I am weak,and cannot fight because I hurt.It lets me get better, more of a challange for the fight.It lets me feel peace at times, but always takes away the light.In darkness again, it breaks me down, and more of me is dying.I hide, feeling exausted, wounded,... More..
I was in trouble every day, every night I prayed. I begged, I pleaded, I promised God I would mend my ways. I admitted to the heavens that I could go no futher on my own. I sat frozen in a crowded room feeling totally alone. I watched myself in horror being stripped, and beat, I went mad. I stopped fighting, I sopped feeling,... More..
Don't ever talk to stranger,don't trust the man next door.Don't let anyone see you falling apart,fall silently to the floor.Don't ever cry out loud,No one should see your tears.Don't let it show when you are hurting,it would reveal all of your fears.Don't be foolish, and believe that people really care,in the end you will sta... More..
The night she died was quiet in weather,as her soul drifted upward as light as a feather.Gone were the burdens that so weithted her down.Her soul lifted lightly when she hit the ground.What thoughts brought her at this ungodly hour,as the rain fell around her in a whispery shower.Goodbye, I'm sorry, I'm tired, I tried.It was ... More..
I lost my voice, I cannot speeak,I have nothing left to say.My heart is shattered, my spirit crushed,and my soul has drifted away.I woke up one morning exhausted from crying.I fought, and struggled all night to keep from dying.It rendered me speechless, I could not remember words,and it seemed I could not use my vocal chords.... More..
I am not hiding from the world,I just want to stay inside.It is always cold outside, always dark.I have no reason to hide.I am not hiding, or giving up,I just need some time to rest.i have not given up,I have already given my best.I am not afraid of life,I just need to take a break.I had a heavy load to carry.i just got tired... More..
This would be more fun if I could just stop crying.This fighting would not kill me if I could just keep trying.This would probably be funny if I could remember how to smile.I should probably come for a visit, I have not seen anyone in awhile.This would probably be a sight to see if I could only open my eyes.I could probably g... More..
I remembered yesterday,and I want to go back.I saw pictures of myself,and it made me so sad.I used to be so happy.I wonder when it stopped.I used to love to live,then suddenly I did not.I saw how i used to smile.I remember how it felt.I used to surround myself in love,I had dreams, love made me melt.I used to sing with such p... More..
Dawn Lovell
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