Do you even care what happens to me Do you even hurt when you see me cry Do you even want to hold me anymore when the day becomes night Do you even want me or would you rather see me dissapear into the darkness Do you even think of me as I think of you Do you even care about the love I hold inside for you Do you know that I ...
Alone/ I lay/ in my puddle of tears. Alone/ I cry/ trying to escape my fears. Alone/ I fight/ the monster in my mind. Alone/ I am/ and forever will be. Alone/ I've always been. On my own/ in this dark/ unwelcoming/ unforgiving world. Alone/ I stand/ trying to survive.
i allow my fear to curl around my neck cutting off my oxygen. fear of disappointment fear of being alone fear that i'll never be good enough for you. all these fears kill me yanking on my heart tearing me apart. theses fears visit my dreams i can not sleep there is never peace for my mind has been evaded i am full of fear.
Kayla Squires
Member since: November 2008
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