: About Me

29 November 2006 The Hell of Hopelessness The alarm goes off and country music is blaring in my dark bedroom. I grudgingly roll over and squint at the clock 6:34 a.m. "well maybe I can sleep until 7 and still have enough time to get everyone ready and out the door by 8:15" I convince myself that I can and reset my alarm. I roll back over cuddled into my warm blankets and quickly fall back to sleep. What seems like 5 minutes later the alarm goes off again. I still don't want to get up. I don't want to face the day. I don't want to leave the safety of my warm bed. Sleep is my only escape. It...