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Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Love's anguish: 76 of 172
Your eyes have a healing power very few can see let alone feel I only knew you from pictures I have found myself admiring. Then the day came that I got the opportunity, To look in those eyes and I have not been the same. My heart is melting and my soul is searching and wanting to experience everything you have to offer. Thoug... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Pain from love: 416 of 917
Love is just a four letter word that is just has harsh as any four letter word you've ever heard before. Even worst is when love lacks the trust it yearns it becomes a double edge sword that crushes and numbs any emotion you once yearned to feel. Now your just has warm as hot ice. Love a four letter word more hurtful than a c... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Drowning in a pool of my own loneliness: 21 of 42
Alone a hard place to be. Alone a place or are you placed alone so alone you will be. Born alone not really. Born with those expecting you to arrive. Alone no one ever arrives. Alone with your thoughts or were you placed alone by your thoughts. Thoughts of loneliness. Time alone with who? Just you. Alone no matter where you g... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Desire: 210 of 361
Desire, you have set my heart of fire. I lose sleep and even weep thinking of your presents when would I be fortunate to share this desire with you. Will this desire go untamed? Will the inspiration lose it's flame as time dwells without your presents. Is it just a sudden obsession as I settle just to hear your voice on the p... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Secret me: 33 of 50
Do I cross her mind , Do I cross her mind when she's sharing her time with him or am I a distant memory? Does she remember me only when she's alone or do I cross her mind when she's sharing her daily experiences with him. Do I cross her mind before she puts out her light for the night. Do I cross her mind if he kisses her goo... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Waiting: 139 of 179
I wait and I wait for the one I hold dear in my heart.I wait and I wait to hear from the one I hold dear in my heart.When will the phone ring? when will I hear her voice?The voice that soothes my heart if just for a short time.I wait till she can escape and give me a call.My heart yearns to learn that I'm on her mind. I wait... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Father: 100 of 128
Dead beat dad not a position I applied for, hurts to be gone ,hurts to show up, hurts to know you don't have a say with the everyday things your child is experiencing. Dead beat dad want to be there but cant stand the pain, mother makes it hard to show up so I don't, deeper I sink in to this position, First miss the holidays ... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Forbidden: 66 of 78
Don't want to move to fast or decide too quickly but these feelings are so overwhelming Head spinning heart thumping got me jumping aint this something. Is it to soon to call it love? Is it just a infatuation? Got no explanation. She's on my mind all the time. Is this a crime? She isn't mine. I feeling blind, She can't do no... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Saying goodbye: 429 of 455
Today, Cant forget this date 02/26/08. The day she call to confess her feelings toward me. I couldn't believe I thought I was the only one that was feeling so much so little time spent together but so much emotions pouring out could make the coldest person scream and shout. She say she couldn't say she love me but that she ... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Tears: 220 of 229
Tears of pain, Tears of shame who is there to blame is life become nothing but a crying game. Looking for the answers threw the tears answers full of fear. Looking back at all the lost years. More tears, no one left to turn too, no one cares. Tears that fall but don't heal cries no one hears. Ask yourself what are you doing h... More..