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I am 25 years old and currently live with my boyfriend Christopher in Schenectady NY. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have had a rough childhood... and an even more rough last 5 years. But I have survived and glad that I am still alive

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Creative Writing > Songs Songs: Life is hard: 3 of 27
Feel So DownI can't breathe, don't want to speak.I'd rather dig deeper into my self loathing.I don't know how to explain myself, but all I know is...I feel so down, there's something going around.And I don't want to be mean but that's all I can be until I resolve the demons that lurk within my soul.I feel so down, there's som... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Falling out of love: 10 of 58
Wow, the vision that's been put in front of me in just a short time.It made me understand, I've analyzed my mind.It's good to know something more about me, something that no one in this world could ever see.Everyday I learn something new, I have nothing to give and no one to give too.Everyone knows in their own little way but... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Inner struggles: 215 of 531
Let Me GoLet me go, set me free, I want to know, I've got to be me.Someone please help me because I feel trapped, my soul, my mind have both been kidnapped.I have no control, how did I get here, I thought my dreams, my future were both nearbut here I am, dying to get out.And I hear myself crying as I'm trying to shout.You mad... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Struggle in life: 177 of 425
BlissI just need to walk alone, deal with my problems on my own.I don't want to push you away but I don't know what else to say.I can't remember the last time I felt like this and I don't think I'll heal.Guess I'll never know the true feeling of bliss and I'll just have to deal.I want to curl up in my sorrows, want it to be a... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Drug addiction: 137 of 303
Please take away all my pain, just stick it deeper in my vein.Make all my thoughts fade away, please give my soul someplace to lay.I don't want to think.I don't want to feel.Beside my bed I slowly kneel.I pray for happiness and piece of mind,I'll find myself, I will, in time.Until that day, I can finally rest,My higher power ... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Emptiness: 119 of 200
What can I say, I'll just sit all by myself today.Nothing left, I've walked away.Starting new, and from square one.I feel I am starting as a little girl.I am twenty-five. And I am still alive.Everyday I wake up, I should cherish life.I still arise with fear in my eyes, my heart and my soul.I pray someday, I will dig myself ou... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Struggle in life: 546 of 915
I need to step back and release my fears.A new path I must steer.I can't help but feel alone but I have to beat this on my own.I need to fight to make things right.I miss those that have fallen behind.I can't choose to lose, I know I'm still in their mind's.I know things will work out in the end, until then, my heart, it must... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: A day in my life: 279 of 390
Every day there is a new surprise that seems to push me back to the beginning.All I want to do is move forward but I'm starting to realize that I'm just dreaming.I need reassurance, please tell me it's all going to be okay.I'm losing strength and nothing will go away.I want to fight it by myself but it's getting harder by the... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Storms: 110 of 146
Am I still lost, or have you really saved me.I keep on fighting, and you keep right on teasing.I see the Ocean, it's as calm as can be, and I think about me.I see the Sea, it's rough in a storm, I can't keep warm, caught up in a swarm,of all the bad things, that continue to haunt my memories.When there is a will, there is a w... More..
Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Romantic pain: 134 of 174
Don't make me cry, don't say goodbye.You're all I've got, please don't take that shot.I gave too much, with every touch.And now you're gone.Where did we go wrong. More..