: About Me

Hello and welcome to my Helium page, I hope you enjoy some of the things I share with the world through my writing. I love writing about varies subjects, I see writing a form to release negative energy from me. When I feel strongly passionate about something, I prefer voicing myself with a pad and pen.

I'm a mother of four grown children, three grandchildren. I raised alone as a single parent for 23 years. The single parent road isnt a easy path to travel down, my heart feels for young single mothers with no one to help them.

I've been through some hard time but I prevail them all. Abused as a child , driven to one foster home to the next. Raped at the age of twelve, having this crime covered up with a secret abortion to protect the adult that committed the act.

I were left alone in this world, to cope and deal with the damages of being abused . Hauling upon my shoulders, the cross of others. The cross of adults evil actions, prettty hard to carry for a twelve years old child.

Through it all, I'm still here! . By the grace and mercy of God, I'm here for a reason. I don't consider myself as some great poetic or writer. I just write from my own personal life journey experience. When I first started on this site, I wrote just to release.

Now, I would like to turn this once hobby into a long term freelance career. I hope that maybe at least one piece of article, will be recoginze by a publisher.Then I won't feel as if, all my suffering in life have been for nothing. I desire to see fruits growing from the seeds, I've planted. I'm expecting a harvest, like a farmer that plants seeds in the ground. He expect a harvest from his hard work and effort.

Ms. Crystal Lax

My passion is ...

The arts, Learning to live life through laughter.

I know too much about ...

Life struggles

My parents always told me ...

(grandmother) Emma Lee Davis-No matter what you are going through, Keep Your Head Up! Do Not walk with your head down, You have nothing to be ashame of.

My childhood ambition ...

First to become a singer, second to help other people.

My favorite memory ...

High school Graduation,and recieved my Paralegal Certificate.

Why I write ...

A form of releasing negative energy in order to make room for the positive energy to flow freely toward me. I hope to encourage others, that may have been abused in their life. To never give up!

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

I love reading the Bible. It's very inspirational and healing to my soul.I love watching Oprah. Oprah had to overcome a lot of obstacles in her own personal life as well.

My first job ...

dreadfully washing dishes at my high school in the cafeterial. The pay was only 2.90/hour for a work-study credit program

My best moment ...

Embracing my children from birth. Indulging in the opporturnity to have been present to watch the birth of my grandbaby.Grandma, baby!

My inspiration ...

The Lord Jesus Christ first. The things that Jesus suffered and died for a person like me.Individuals overcoming poverty and Now are millionaries through hard work you have to respect their determination.