: About Me

I told myself I'm not. I told myself "It's not a drug." I told myself all these things as I took another pull, another puff. I won't admit it. I don't need this, I just do it because I want to. It just so happens that I want to all the time. So what if I think about it at work. So what if I think about it in school. So what if it's the first thing I think about when I wake up. That's what I want to think about. It takes my mind off of the trivial things that could haunt me. Trivial, like passing my classes. Trivial, like paying my rent. Trivial, like keeping my girlfriend. So trivial that ...