: About Me

I am a 20 year old woman, with a son that will be one November 3rd 2007. He is my world. I am currently five months pregnant with my second son and I must say, things are pretty rough right now. I lost custody of my son in July 2007. It really hurts because I don't have legal visitation right now. I am going to be going through a divorce in May of 2008. I am very deeply in love with my first son's father. He has been my heart and soul for over two years now and there isn't anything that I wouldn't do for him. I have had a very rough life but please do not pity me, as it is getting better. Slowly, very slowly, but its going none the less.

My passion is ...

my son, my son's father and my unborn child's happiness

I know too much about ...

alot of things actually

My parents always told me ...

that i could be what ever I wanted to be when I grew up

My childhood ambition ...

was to be a doctor like most children

My favorite memory ...

is the day my son was born, the look in his daddy's eyes still melts my heart

Why I write ...

to express the way I feel and I write alot better than I talk about my feelings

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

right now I am babysitting so I am watching cartoons

My first job ...

was when I was 14 years old at Pizza Den, and everyone loved me

My best moment ...

there are four, the moment I met my son's father, the moment I found out I was pregnant, the moment I found out it was a boy and the moment the doctors handed him to me after he was born

My inspiration ...

is my mother...I have vowed to not be like her and do the things that she has done

Creative Writing > Memoirs Testimonies: Childbirth

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I was only 18 years old when I found out I was pregnant with my first son. I felt weird and I told my son's father, who was 30 at the time, that I thought I was pregnant. I took an at home pregnancy test and sure enough, it came up positive. I tell you though, that was the longest minute of my entire life. I immediately called my mother and told her. I knew I had a hard path ahead of me. I ended up leaving my son's father which was a really stupid mistake. I married someone I never loved. My son will be one on November 3rd of 2007. I was young and naive and very stupid. My pregnancy progre...

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