Hi all!

A brief history of my life experiences through my 40 some years is not so brief.

I was raised on a hobby farm with all sorts of animals. Then went on to study numerous types of careers and finally at the age of 35 I settled on massage as my passion for now.

I have a wonderful husband and have been married going on 20 years and have two wonderful children that are both now out of high school and into college. My husband is also in college getting his master's degree.

I have lived through some extreme ups and downs like we all have in out lives. All of which I believe shape who we are.

My passion is ...

learning

I know too much about ...

nothing

My parents always told me ...

sit up straight

My childhood ambition ...

helping animals

My favorite memory ...

the birth of my first child

Why I write ...

to express myself

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

I love watching dirty jobs it makes me laugh

My first job ...

cleaning animal cages in a pet store

My best moment ...

giving birth to my second child

My inspiration ...

the future

Health & Fitness > Addiction Gambling: Abuse and addiction

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My heart is pounding, it is hard to breath. My prayer I repeat a thousand times. Hours have passed, more than I am aware. My husband is at work and my children in school. I repeat my prayer again. I need to feed my family. The creditors are calling. Debts have been turned over to heartless collection agencies. Just this one big win. I can pay my bills for this month! I can have food for supper! I can cover the checks I wrote here today! ROYAL FLUSH! Thank you Lord! Cashing in is such a thrill. As they count out the money I can hardly wait for it to be in my hands! My palms are sweaty, and I...

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