: About Me

I have red hair and I wear a beard because the bible says not to cut the corner off of thy beards - because its a sin to look like a woman. I shave around my mouth.
I was born of english parents who lived near Bradford.
My father was in Israel or Egypt ready to fight the Germans in case they advanced to Cairo - they never did. He committed adultery there with two women. And beat up two guys whom the women sent when he left them.
Adultery killed him in about 2000, when it ate up his liver. I went for one of my rare visits and on the journey to the bus stop to take me 1000 miles away i saw the number plates of a car in front and the car suggesting God had a message for my father: so I told him and then I told him the message: 'Faithfulness can atone for sin (the adultery) but only God can save'. I said that's okay because God is the harmony between you and your wife and that's all you need! He weakly replied 'I don't know how'. Two years later he was dead - on my birthday! My name was his name.
God baptised me in about 1980. The world disappeared and I saw the love-light of God. Thus any experience of 'oneness' with the world like the gate in The Way of the Peaceful Warrior are lies.
Journey to Ixtlan is the closest book to the truth, by Carlos Castaneda, also The Eagles Gift but only the pages on the rule of the nagual-apostle, all his other books are lies.There are many things Don Juan says to describe the way a [precision]warrior should act, and these are worth viewing.

My passion is ...

hopefully not exploding but directed like a jet engine

I know too much about ...

this question is a lie, needs deep thought to expose it

My parents always told me ...

'the bigger they are, the harder they fall' as I played soccer

My childhood ambition ...

to be an architect, I was 16

My favorite memory ...

the ones that are meaningfull

Why I write ...

my mother raced to the school and championed my cause

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

truth/shapes/pitches

My first job ...

'assistant marker off' at Transfield Structural Engineering 1980

My best moment ...

dribbling a soccer ball straight through two people's bodies

My inspiration ...

tapping a tune from JC-Superstar - the main theme?

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