: About Me

Too close to 30 and too far from independently wealthy is where I currently stand. I used to be obsessed with money and fame. Now I'm obsessed with freedom and change. I'd be just fine with living in a van down by the river if only it was possible to find a stretch of river that wasn't private property or a van that didn't have to be registered and tracked by THE state.

I'm a firefighter by trade and an artist by right.

I've jumped out of helicopters and been pushed into fights.

Both have proved to be learning experiences.

What goes around comes around. Of that I'm certain.

Besides that, I just try to be a nice guy...

My passion is ...

Creative Freedom

I know too much about ...

2012 paradigm shift theories, MIlitary History

My parents always told me ...

You can do it!

My childhood ambition ...

To be a fighter pilot

My favorite memory ...

Fades too fast

Why I write ...

Just because

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

The Doors of Perception/My diet/Coast2Coast

My first job ...

Bag Boy

My best moment ...

July 4th 2003 9: 22 p.m.

My inspiration ...

Sex, Drugs, and Rock N' Roll

Creative Writing > Poetry Poetry: Always

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The scars on my wrist Too loud to hide If only you could see So many more inside A trip or a fall Wounds caused by me Your words and glances Cut ever more deeply Day after day Blue pain clouds my life A fog, a veil I can't feel outside I wish and I pray I scream till I cry I get no return I feel no reply I'm surrounded by people But I feel so alone For with me sorrow knows It always has a home

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