: About Me

So I am here telling god knows who, about ME. What you WANT to hear is what I won't be saying. Instead I will tell you the truth , always! I'm a selfish bitch. I have a problem with my emotions, {sometimes they get the best of me}, so therefore relationships are dangerous waters for me. I either stay too long, or don't give them enuff time. I don't like the controlling type of crowd, then again, I don't roll with no suckas either. I'm at a stage in my life where I am simply stalling. I know, how terrible am I ? I don't give a shit. I'am really under the impression that I have much to offer the world. I'am convinced that people {somewhwere}, are going to benefit, from my wisdom about life. That seems like a general statement, yes it definetley is. I have been through alot, so tips I can offer to anyone with the same struggle is an accomplishment. I have fought on the frontline, many a wars, & here I 'am to pay it forward. I am from the Bay Area, {Pittsburg CA}. I happen to be VERY attached to the town, so please don't bad talk on that. If you have a problem with my style, I'm positive we can solve it! I can get grimey { low down & dirty }, so never make judgements until you have thought long and hard about what I have said. Other than that, I'am an extremeley loyal person. Once you get past my hard exterior,you will be invited to a sticky sweet inside. I 'am an addictive person, meaning it will be hard to get me off the brain, if you love me. The biggest problem with that is, I have a middle ground .Most people say "you either love me or you hate me". Well I have a middle ground, if you find your self there, you might never move. I have that effect on folks. No matter what, they tend to wanna stay idle with me, & thats ok! Shit that just means, any time i feel like takin a ride with ya , you will definetly be ready to jam. I love life, & those of you who are close to me know that I will stick my neck out for ya. Because if you ARE that close to me.... Your worth it! On the flip side, I know what I'am worth too, so don't try to play with me. I have one mass weapon of destruction,and that is my mouthpeice. Born with a brain that just won't quit! Get what you can outta this taste of my world, & have fun, I did !

My passion is ...

what is fair and just....for survival.

I know too much about ...

nothing.. I love to learn, because I learned to love!

My parents always told me ...

if I kept looking like that.... my face would stay that way!

My childhood ambition ...

to find out what real love was.

My favorite memory ...

which ever memory pops in my head and makes me smile!

Why I write ...

to possibly enable someone else, from knowledge I have already aquired.

What I am reading/watching/listening to ...

The first 48 hours on A&E... brain food for storage purposes!

My first job ...

was at Keep U Neat Cleaners, in Antioch CA.

My best moment ...

is when I close that book and begin a new one!

My inspiration ...

are My children!

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