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I am sharing this horrid experience with you today for two reasons, first reason is I'm still healing even though it's been many years ago and second reason I hope it will help someone else walking through the same experience.
I know many people do not believe in love at first sight and now that I'm walking with the Lord, he has revealed to me many things that I did not understand even way back then. The man I had met was indeed my soul mate. We fell in love; it was certainly felt in the soul. My parents believed that our relationship was to serious so they told me I could not see him any more. That was the most devastating time in my life. After all this took place, I discovered I was pregnant. I was excited because I had a hope deep inside that now we could be together for good. Then the most horrid thing of my life took place. My parents forced me to have an abortion. I knew nothing about this procedure, I had heard the word but knew nothing but I was about to learn, hear and see things that would be forever in my mind, heart and soul still to this day. I remember us all driving there to the abortion clinic, my parents and me and I remember my step dad hugging me and saying everything would be alright. What a lie that was.

I had to go back by myself; they would not allow anyone to come with me. I can't describe to you how scared I was, I was shaking all over, sick to my stomach and looking around all I could see was other young girls with horrid looks on their faces. I remember them giving me an IV and then the lady said I would sooner or later begin to feel like labor pains and it seemed like hours later I was hurting so bad, I was crying and just wanted to die. All I could do was just lay there on my back staring at the ceiling thinking about my babies father, the true love of my life and then all this on top of that. And my parents are just acting like this will all be over shortly and we can put it behind us and go on with life. My friend that is a lie from hell if anyone tells you that you can put this behind you and go on with life as usual.
The pains got harder and harder and all of a sudden I felt like a had to use the restroom, I know this will sound horrid but I'm talking about that pushing sensation and when I felt this I told the nurse and they helped me walk into this little restroom and made me sit on the toilet.
And I screamed and cried again seems like for hours and was drenched in sweat, and all of a sudden in the midst of my

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