In the third month of my second pregnancy, I found my self ill with what appeared to be severer morning sickness. I was in the emergency room an average of two to three times a week for two weeks. They were giving me IV fluids and telling me I had morning sickness. I would go home, weak and tired. I was so weak that I could not even hold my head up to vomit, nor could I stand or crawl.

There I was at the hospital, again. The attending physician asked if I could touch my chin to my chest. I will never forget that feeling of helplessness and weakness. I could not physically do what was asked of me. My chin would not go to my chest, I could not even nod my head.

There was a sudden rush of hospital personnel and needles and tubes. I didn't understand what was happening to me and my unborn child. The needle that hit the middle of my back hurt and the pain made me vomit. That spinal tap was the test that verified the fears of my doctors. I had spinal meningitis.

When the nurses told me that my treatment had the potential severely harm my unborn baby boy, I denied the treatment. The nurse left my room and came back with my doctor. The doctor informed me that if I did not take the medication, there was a very good chance I would die as well. I felt I had no choice. I had one baby at home already and I couldn't handle the thought of my baby girl not having a Mom. I took the treatment.

After what seemed like forever, the treatment started to work and the meningitis was out of my body. But, I still had my pregnancy to worry about.

He was born early. I still consider him to be my miracle child. He is now seven years old and like every other seven year old. He is boy! I thank God for giving me a second chance, but most of all, for my son who may not of had a chance at all. My life has been blessed with the best gift ever, my children. I never waste a moment.

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