Whoever said time heals is wrong. Time doesn't heal anything. Pain is the most undescribable feeling in the world. Its this feeling so deep within, it touches every part of ones body. When pain hits the soul, your overcome with a cloud of pure dust. Its a blur, you don't know where to go, or who to tell. So she sits there,she writes, she cries and she thinks. She thinks, why did this happen to me, why did i have to be chosen. In reality, everybody faces pain, somewhere, somehow. It's not a time issue, its not a personality issue. Its a soul issue, its a life story. Pain comes as a package. Not only does it affect you emotionally, but physically. While she suffers from emotional pain, her whole body goes through a "shock". She felt tired, and sick constantly. She didn't know where to turn to, she didnt even realize what was happening. She sat alone every night, while her parents thought she was sleeping, she was sobbing. She would rather be dead. She lost her friends, they didn't understand. They didn't know why she was acting the way she was. They thought it was mood swings, and she was being a brat. What they didn't know was that she was about to break. She was about to turn into something she never wanted to be. She became depressed, from the time she came home from school until the time she went to bed she sat in her room. She wrote, she cried she slept. Her parents noticed, but thought it was normal teenage drama. Her grades dropped, she didn't care anymore. She was a different person inside of the same body. Nobody realized what was happening, not even her. One day she got fed up. She stepped into the shower and brought a razor. She cut her wrists to the point you could see tissues in her body. She was bleeding emensly. Nobody could stop her. After being in the shower for a long period of time her parents began to worry. They knocked on the door, but no respond. Finally they got the door open, and found her laying there unconsious. As she was rushed to the hopsical, her parents thought "how could this happen to my child" "Why us". The questions everybody wonders. After being stabalized she returned home with consoling. It took many months of positive thinking, consoling and love from her family. She is recovering from a rough ride with pain.

She is me. Never give up.

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