The person I love most is my husband. I wait for his call everyday that he is coming to pick up my daughter. We don't live together. I watch them through a window when they leave. Everything I do, I somehow relate as if he was standing there and watching. He is always in my thoughts. I still love him and wish at night when he drops my daughter back, he might step down from his car and talk to me. I tried to save my relation but it was always clear that any feeling or emotion was only from my side. I used to cry and beg him not to leave, but this time I let him go. I heard once that let your loved one go if they want to, they will return if they love you and if ........

Its not easy seeing him everyday and not talking to him. But still I get to see him. People around me tell don't send your daughter with him. Let him suffer like you do but I cant do that. I don't want to hurt him. My daughter always miss him, if he is sometimes too busy to come. I am afraid that one day like him she might leave me. I have strange impact on my relations; they are too eager to leave me. Fault is there in me, but still I couldn't relate to them till now.

I know one day he might leave from here and migrate to a foreign country. I might never see him again. The mere thought is so painful, that when he really .....

I know I am being a fool and might never have him back in my life. But still I love him.

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