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Numb

Verse
Love. Is this really love after all? Life. Can I live after the fall? I've spent 3 years, one and a half feelin this way. So after all this how can my heart sway? How can you be with someone for so long and not love them? How can you stay because you don't want to be lonely in the end?

Bridge
I turn myself inside out. Fighting I scream and shout. It's the neverending nightmare. I know this can't be fair.

Chorus
I fight a war every damn day of my life. Battling how I feel and if it's right. I don't know what made me this way. But I feel myself fade. Tired of battling myself. I'm tired of fighting my own Hell. I want to get out. I don't know how. It got this bad. Maybe I'm mad. Or just dumb. I feel numb.

Verse
Love. What's love really anyway? Life. Can I live for a new day? You've always been my shield but I can't do this anymore. Loving you has been hard, now I'm anti-war. I can't keep pretending so we don't get hurt again. I'm already hurt, this is hard, the end.

Repeat bridge and chorus

Verse
The skies turn black. I want you back. I don't need that. It hurts so bad. This is what I wanted. This is what I got. This is what I needed. This is what I got. I didn't want the pain, baby. I didn't need the rain, baby. But this is what I got. I'm so numb!

Repeat chorus

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