THIS IS THE FIRST HALF OF A SHORT 63 PAGE BOOK. Perhaps not half, but a sample, if you will. I hope it helps someone.

Written in Memory of
Michelle Anne Camacho
And
Michael Kazak

I will love you and miss you forever, and try desperately to appreciate each day for you, instead of waste it as we all know..... well, I guess I've been prone to do. That is prior as in PAST.

I miss you guys.

CATCH UP WITH YOUR GOOD
A.K.A.
WHY NOT! SUICIDE

A Pamphlet for prevention.

FOREWORD

This is not written by a laymen. I have first, second and even third hand experience in this field, I think it makes me a partial expert on the subject. As if Marissa Tomei in My Cousin Vinny Quotation marks here later......".My father was a mechanic, his father was a mechanic, my three brothers are mechanics...., etc..." . I too come from a long line of suicidal people, severely and undiagnosed or misdiagnosed...depression. My mother had depression, her father, her brothers, three of my cousins... etc...
This is also not just for people who may have felt suicidal, I pray no one has felt this way, but this book is dedicated to anyone who feels even moderately depressed, wants to help someone who is, or just simply wants to improve their own life a bit as that is what I truly aim to do. Life is too beautiful to have to spend your life not noticing. This book is to wake you up, and get you back out there.
I also must say at this time that though I throughout the book mention God, Jesus, and the Bible, this is not at all centered solely on any Religion or Religious belief. You can believe in the Staypuff Marshmellow man for all I care, it is simply my belief and an aide in helping you to find a direction for your faith, whatever that may be. I myself, prior to receiving a book by Emmet Fox, had sadly lost faith in everything. Including the Lord. No one forced my beliefs which I have now. They came naturally through research and understanding of the Universe and Universal law, or the Supreme Intelligence within us.
I have and still suffer from depression, and manic episodes, though I would say not as often as I'd like, much to the chagrin of most the people I know or who know me, but I like at least being Hypomanic...up, just not too up, I have suffered from it now for a little less than ten years. I was diagnosed Bi-Polar (oh how I love those labels...) in 2000, I went without any medication (though I must say at that time I was still drinking), and then began on a road

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