I have never felt so selfish yet unselfish at the same time before.. I wanted to show her pleasure beyond anything she has every felt before.. I wanted to consume her body and her soul, yet I had no right.. but for the time being I would be selfish and take and do everything I ever dreamed of doing with and for her.. i never thought of her pleasuring me.. That wasn't even in any of my fantasies.. This was all about her and her fantasies.. I wanted to know them all and help her satisfy as many as I possibly could.. I would get my pleasure from seeing her so completely satiated that she would beg me to just hold her for the rest of the night.. That is what I would dream of, and obsess over.. Yes I was obsessed with everything about her from her freckled nose to her beautiful feet..

The only thing is I have never met her.. Yes I have seen pictures of her, and yes I have talked to her on the phone and on the Internet, but we have never met face to face.. Could that be why I'm so obsessed, or could it be that I have never been with a woman in all of my 30 years.. Or maybe it's because I am married and it is forbidden fruit.. I don't know what it is, but I do know that I have never felt this way before.. I have never wanted to put someone else's pleasure before my own, let alone not even care if I was pleasured at all..

Yes I have always been attracted to women, but never to this degree..

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