afraid of the fall

You crawled inside my heart with your pretty words,

my every thought became absorbed by all that I

When I'm afraid, my heart beats faster and faster
My eyes are closed and my face hates the laughter
Like a crying and

I'm scared.

Maybe they were right

to lock me away.

Every time

reality

knocks me in the face,

I panic.

My chest

tightens.

Shut down, no place to turn
cannot think, nothing to learn
Right in the face, eyes, open wide
deer in the headlight, no where

Fearful Future


There is a heavy feeling here
  So deep within my heart
That fills me with uneasiness and fear
My mind won’t