Blank

My mind floats with mindless madness not letting me rest for there is no peace.

It wanders back and forth searching

Heartbeats in my throat.
Blood flowing faster.
Barely afloat.
Barely averting disaster.

Pressure in my chest.
Breaths growing

I know your there
even though I can't see you

I can feel you
even though I can't touch you

I'd tell you to leave
but you would

Everyone wants something.
They surround me,
Press me to the wall,
Screaming my name.
My guts twist and boil inside.
My mouth

STRESSED

The despair brought about
by mental confusion
more then upsets,
it is emotionally disruptive.
It is like fighting for