by Nathawyn Proby

Created on: December 01, 2010   Last Updated: December 04, 2011

I thought about suicide thought I
was dying just too tired of trying
to fit where i'm not fitting

Ending before beginning weeping
instead of sleeping

I thought about suicide too tired of trying
didn't feel. like lying in the sun or the rain
too busy seeking my pain how lame of me

Because of You I do not want to feel self
pity cause of being inappeciative. You
gave me life while I strife with the demons
and ignore the relevance of my undoing.

I thought about suicide ready to drop my
attitude. Drop the things not created from
within it can end and find me grateful.

Everything has strength words soul and
control.

Go hence from thee you know your worth
your fate grateful forever that I learned

Because of You.  "All Praises Be To The
Heavenly Father'.

 

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