by Miracle Harris

Created on: November 01, 2010

I Don't Know What I'm Giving Up

I don't know what I'm giving up
I don't know if it'll be enough
All these walls that I've held up
Won't take the pain far enough

And all these dreams that I'm dreaming
I keep hoping that I will be leaving
I don't wanna stay here anymore
I'm not even welcome anymore

I've grown next to a reckless brother
My hearts bleeding for my dying mother
I wanna get away from all of this

And I know I don't belong
I know my thoughts are always wrong
Forgive me for not being strong
But I gave it my all

I don't know what I'm giving up
I don't know if it'll be enough
All these walls that I've held up
Won't take the pain far enough

And I pray that I will be leaving
I'm sick of all this grieving
Theres no time for decieving
If you can't stop the pain inside

And I know you think I'll cry
You know I wanna die
You know I can't take these lies
But I'll fake it til I shine

I don't what I'm giving up
I pray it'll be enough
All these walls that I've held up
Won't ever take the pain fair enough

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