by Ricky Fingerz

Created on: October 20, 2010   Last Updated: February 04, 2011

One for PhattBrat
(2007 ~ 2010)

Lord I live
with the guilt that maybe
it was my fault
my best little buddy passed on

Of course not directly
but indirectly
How do I bear this?
What went wrong?

I live with the guilt
that I could have saved his life
but I wasn't thinking clearly;
now he's gone

(Chorus)
How do I bear this?
How do I bear this?
What did I do
to deserve this?

Days gone past
and they last and last
and even though the thoughts are less
It does not quell the anger

Dear Lord I ask You
Why do things die
and why do the living
die along with them?

How could I have saved him
He died in my arms
But one thing I do know
He's free from any harm
 
I have to bear
the sadness of my lady
as she cries her tears
in agony

(Chorus)
How do I bear this?
How do I bear this?
What did we do
to deserve this?

We are together
falling apart
The love of what we miss
How do we get through this?

Dear Lord
We ask You
In Your name
Comfort us
In this time of sorrow

Help us understand;
We have so much to do
and it all just seems
higher than a mountain

(Chorus)
How do I bear this?
How do I bear this?
What did I do
to deserve this?

The arduous journey
It never seems to end
The guilt that the Devil brings
It will make your head spin

We ask You in Jesus Name
Again and again
Why did he have to go
He was our best friend

Dear Lord please help me
Bring back a friend
Please Lord please answer us
In Jesus Name Amen

(Chorus)
How do I bear this?
How do I bear this?
What did I do
to deserve this?

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