by Emeralddawnn

Created on: October 20, 2010

Taking Control Back From Your Hands

I let you in to the deepest part of my heart
But you hurt me deeper than you can know
I let you in... into my life
Yet, all you can say is so!

Why do I let things continue as they are
Why do you have such control
Why can't I see you for the real person that you are
Nothing but a scared little boy!

It's so frustrating to see you every day
Only to be mad at myself for the feelings that I have
I hate myself for the control you have over me
Why can't I let you be?

It's maddening those tears I cry
Knowing that what I feel is lost on you
A scared little boy, running from every little thing
I can't let you do it to me... not anymore

I have to take back the control!

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