by Dena Woods

Created on: August 22, 2010

In a Dream

I was on cloud 9 it was like heaven a short lived dream.

A beautiful magical fantasy, so it seemed.

Only words on a screen, only a picture to be seen.

I feel so empty, like I lost my best friend,

The connection was so strong all through the end.

He disappeared and vanished into the night,

No good-byes, not farewells, no hugs, holding tight.

Never saw his beautiful eyes, never felt his sweet kiss.

His caring words and all his stories, oh how i"ll miss!

I truly feel I loved him so deep in my mind.

Something here on earth its so hard to find.

He will never know what he truly meant to me.

Was it infatuation, true love, or just an awesome fantasy.

It hurts when we don't connect, I just think about him everyday.

Pretend it don't bother me, going around as I work and play.

Did I really mean anything to him?

My cup was filled with so many feelings, to the brim.

Were his feelings honest and true straight from the heart?

Or did he just play me right from the start?

I should of never opened up my heart.

He just took a knife and ripped it apart.

I know I have to let him go...if it was true love, he'd come back to me I know.

I feel its only one way true,

That it was me who fell in love, that's why I am so blue.

Thank God I will never meet him,

To fall in love, just to leave him.

God bless him as he works all day,

I pray he'll be happy, AI do have to say.

He was too young for me its true, I have to stop thinking of him its making me feel, oh so blue.

I have to act like I don't care.

Pretend he's really not out there somewhere.

I caused this feeling, this feeling of pain,

I can feel it in my heart, oh what a strain.

He made me feel, oh so alive.

Now I feel abandoned, and oh so dead inside.

Don't know where or what he's doing,

Just gotta run and keep on moving.

Waiting for him by the phone every night.

Makes my heart ache inside alright.

I hate this feeling that's filled to the brim.

Makes me wanna be right beside him.

I can't get him out of my stupid head.

I wanna run and cry, and lay in my bed.

I have to write all my feelings down.

Makes me feel better, so I won't frown.

As time goes by things will get easier, I think he was just a tease pleaser.

He brought me up, made me dream,

His kind caring words, now make me wanna scream.

I took him to my private dream island so far away.

To hold and kiss him, made me wanna stay.

How can you fall for someone you never seen, it just started out as a wonderful dream.

I fill my days with things to do,

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