"Transparent Facade"

Who gave you my permission?
To hide behind this brick wall?
You're not supposed to be here
Just leave,

The Winter of My Heart

Empty is this heart of mine
It beats the same each day
It bears the brunt of time
Since my love was forced

Calm down,
who ever you are.
Either raising a raucous,
or kicking up dust
serves no useful purpose.
Besides, you cannot
add a

I feel sick
panicked
crazed. ..

The irrational parts of me
are screaming,
laughing,
because to them,
I've screwed up, again...
And

I look around and try to see
Where I am going or what I should be
It seems that everywhere I look
I am looking at an empty