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Poetry: Suicidal thoughts

by Annemarie Aldorasi-Derenard

Created on: May 28, 2010

Just A Thought

I smile at the memory of you

then the pain sets in the tears begin

memories of how it felt to Love you fill me

then I know I won't be seeing you again.

Swirling round and round in my head

that night before we went to bed

we argued over silly things

that make no difference now in time

but then they hurt like hell.


The next day you walk out the door

guitar dragging on the floor

I never thought no never thought never thought

I'd see you no more.


Then the pain sets in

the tears begin

I have memories of how it felt to Love you

I can't do no more memories

so I do the next thing in my head

open that bottle

swallow those pills

lay my head down go to hell.


The next day you walk out the door

guitar dragging on the floor

I never thought no I never thought  never thought

I'd see you no more.


I open my eyes

a doc nods his head

 says he got there just in time

as you sit at my side next to the bed

You look at me and say

I couldn't live another day with just the thought

of you in my head

no not the thought not just a thought forever a thought

of you in my head.

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