by Amanda Pridgen

Created on: May 04, 2010

I can see it happing once again.

Alpha and Omega is here about to begin.

So overwhelmed, I can’t even speak.

Too afraid my emotions I will let leak.

My world is crashing so loudly I can’t hear a thing.

Things and sounds are fading no longer can hear the birds even sing.

I have been here already once before.

Promised myself it would be nevermore.

My heart is hurting so badly I can feel it start to bleed.

Reassurance of some kind I believe it what I need.

There is no more time left to spare you see.

I have to be strong for everyone and not think about me.

Huge life changes are now taking place.

Alpha and Omega will not stop and leave any trace.

It is the beginning and the end.

I just hope I am hearing the right messages god is trying to send.

I am so confused on what to do.

It seems as if all this doesn’t matter to you.

Alone I will walk this path once again.

 I should not have to even start down this road to begin.

I will walk through darkness and rain.

I just hope I come out the same.

I will turn the dead leaves on the trees back to green.

I will fight this battle like never before seen.

I do have one thing on my side.

These wings god gave me will help protect against strong tide.

So, this journey I suppose will not be traveled just by me.

God and the angels beside me there they will be.

 This must be another life lesson.

Angel in training must be another session.

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