by Rachel Couch

Created on: March 17, 2010

All of this time...
Fear, you have smothered me.
I've ran, I've hidden from what I feel.
I've neglected to face all that is real.
"My heart burns like the pits of hell for you."
How can this be true?
All I can think of is you.
Why have I been so blind?
So blind to see that you are my heart, soul, and I've done nothing but leave you behind.
I once ignored, how for me you  seemed to once so deeply adore.
Decieve. Betray.
I'm sorry I was a mess.
I'm sorry for me being in such disarray.

All of this time I thought it was a hoax.
Life was simply games and jokes.
I treated you as if you were a tool in my delusional outlook on life.
I created pain, hate, and strife.
Beloved, I dread to see the pain from what I've done written across your face.
I want to take it all away with my embrace.
I love you so.
Your words...your once so delicate words...without them, the pain within spreads through out my being...the disease continues to grow.
I know where I went wrong.
For you to touch me that way again I can't help but to forever long.
Fall,
fall for me once more.
I can promise you fidelity forever.
I will, for eternity, admire your hearts contour.

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