by Coral Roberts

Created on: March 13, 2010   Last Updated: March 14, 2010

Soul mates. Everyone has an idea what that is. The current idea is that a soul mate is someone you meet and feel connected to in a romantic way.

I agree and I disagree. I have perhaps met one person in my life I can consider a true soul mate in a romantic way.  I believe a true soul mate is someone connected though the soul over the centuries one life after another. They have been many things in your life. Maybe a lover, a husband, wife, friend, brother sister, mother, father almost any relationship that has connected meaning. 

The reason I am thinking about this today is because my soul mate came to mind during the day, today. I decided to see where he was and what he was doing. I don’t know why. Suddenly I wanted to know. I was soon to find out the reason.  We are so  connected that even though we have not been together for a few years now we are always in each others subconscious. 

Lately I have had a strong desire to move to NM. This desire is so strong that I have even been applying for jobs in NM.  This is strange for me. You see I am a real water lover. I have never though of ever living far from the water, but then I was over come with this desire to move to NM.  Today I found out why.  My soul mate has moved there.  I had made myself believe we were over. That the connection was broken. I know now it never will be.  I have no desire to get back together with him on any level. I am very pragmatic.  This man is damaged, he is incapable of a good relationship or a normal life. He is dark, mysterious. Someone that is more than a bad boy, he is a real dark soul. Being with him on any level was hard. I hurt so much inside for him and the loss of who he was because of the war. I loved him unconditionally and as much as this man could feel he loved me totally. He said any woman he was with he would have to think of me to be able to have any relationship with them. Yes I know its sick but its him. I understood why he felt this way. I was the only person who had reach past his insanity to touch the real person inside.

We tried it all, friends,  partners in business, even lovers. Later I realized to save myself I had to put this man in my past. I though I had. Now I understand a true soul mate you can never be done with. You may tuck them away is a nice little pocket of your mind but when you least expect it they will come back into your mind and maybe your heart.  He is only sharing

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