~ Mama's Resignation ~

I am over worked,
I am barely paid.
I think I will quit.
I have retired today.

I drop what I am doing,
To

Resignation is a fascinating word,
Its meaning depends on how it's heard.

It could be quitting a job you really hate,
Or sitting

This feeling of giving up

Has been driving up and down without a doubt

Should or shouldn't be

A feeling which must be resolved

I'm waiting... quietly.
Do they know I'm here?
Can they see me at all?
Finally after one year... my pain begins to fall.
Good

I could never will the sun to shine,
no matter how hard I try.
I could never will a flower to bloom,
if the rain won't fall