by Tiffany Pearce

Created on: December 16, 2009

I never thought I was going to fall in love.  I always thought  I was one of those poeple that's just never going to find it so I never bothered to look.  I always heard that the only way I could find it was to let it come to me and it was so true.  Eventually I met a great guy. 

At first, we were both closed off from each other but we started to spend so much time getting to know each other.  It wasn't long after I realized I fell in love with him.  It was a rather odd night to figure that out because of our arguing but as the argument came to a close as he fell asleep, everything seemed surreal.  At that moment until the next morning I thought it was over between us and my world felt so empty and cold.

I felt like my whole being, my whole entity, fell apart.  If I didn't have him next to me the next morning, I don't think my body could have handled that kind of trauma.  Sure enough the next morning we both woke up and as he apologized I still felt my head pounding from crying and my heart barely beating and my whole body just feel empty. 

It took me almost all day to get over that feeling and once I realized that I even felt that I figured out that meant I was in love.  I was so exhilarated from knowing that I was in love.  He proved my whole outlook wrong.  He has become my fairytale and my whole existence has been formed around him.  I feel so lucky.  I feel rapture.  I feel comfort.  I feel whole.   I feel....everything wrapped together. 

Falling in love is such an undescribeable feeling.  It is so hard to explain.  You can put every word in the dictionary together and still not find the right words to explain that feeling.  I never thought I would fall in love like that but love comes in so many funny ways I believe.  Loving someone and falling in love is so different from each other. 

Falling in love has a feeling of forever.  It has a permanent feeling and it's a powerful seduction over your heart but it is so great.  I have found such a wonderful man.  He has been so supportive in our hard time and the moments I have been facing lately.  Everytime I feel like I am about to fall apart, he knows exactly how to piece me back together. 

At the end of my hard day, nothing seems to matter as long as he is here with me.  Having him in my life makes me feel like I can face anything time brings to me.  I feel like the luckiest person to have him in my life and he has given me two beautiful gifts which are his daughters.  He is so amazing to my son and sees him as his own son and that's what I admire so much about him.  I fell in love with the right person.  I never thought I could feel an unconditional love for someone besides my son.  He will always be such a big part of my life even after our death.  That is the definition of falling love.

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