by Sandy Barnes

Created on: December 14, 2009   Last Updated: December 16, 2009

Paranormal

A week before my birthday two years ago, I started waking up in the middle of the night and having extreme anxiety attacks.  I could not get my ex husband Bob out of my mind all night.  It was as if I was being punished for having left him 15 years ago.  I thought that this was my punishment for hurting him and that I would have to go through this the rest of my life. 

It was weird because we both had remarried and were quite happy in this stage of our lives.  We were always friends.  We did talk once in a while on the phone.

The night of my birthday, Andy my husband, took me to dinner and to a musical in San Francisco.  I could not shake the sick feeling that I was getting.  My stomach felt awful and I was so very upset and kept thinking of Bob.  I could not eat my dinner and could not tell my husband of these feelings that were going through my head. 

The show was the musical the “Jersey Boys”.  I could not concentrate and my stomach was worse.  I kept thinking this is weird.

Something else happened that morning as I was taking a shower, I felt as if somebody had pushed me in the back of my knees.  I fell down on my knees in the shower.   That was very strange as there was no reason for me to fall. 

The next morning I received a call from my son Scott.  He called to tell me that his Dad had been hit by a car on my birthday.  He did not want to tell me as it was my birthday.  The doctors had told him that he was brain dead, he was on life support.  

Bob had retired from work the week before, and was on a bike ride with his biking club.  It was 10:30am when I fell to my knees in the shower that was when Bob was hit by the car.

I am trying to make sense of all of this.  I also knew the exact moment that he died.  I felt it.  Was it his soul that was trying to tell me?  We must have had a huge spiritual connection and still do.

It is so sad that we had so much love for each other and did not realize it.  Now I wonder if the connection was so strong before he died, and his soul was trying to tell me that his days on earth were numbered.  Is he still here energy wise?  

It is comforting to know that there is something more to us than what we see.  I know now that there must be other dimensions.  How can we learn about it?

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