I did stupid things just to get me by.

I did things that I swore I'd never try.

After everything you put me through.

The

I hate the way you look at me
With longing in your eyes.

I despise the feel of your sweet lips
Gently caressing mine.

I abhor

I hate that I love you

Every day, every breath I make

Remembering you and what could have been

After all this while my love

Our bed, now empty, cold and sterile
Our love, once passionate and virile,
Our home. once happy and complete,
Our hearts, once

Once loved without compare,

now struggling to live with the pain,

driven through my soul like a stake,

still my heart