by Namaste Cruz

Created on: November 16, 2009   Last Updated: November 17, 2009

FOLLOW MY SERIES & CHANGE YOUR LIFE

I had come to know it an impossible feat, to have a different life, to have true freedom. For all of the time I would consciously do the emotional work and consciously try to make different choices, outcomes seemed always still very similar to the pain and prison that I have known throughout my past.

For many of us, our beginnings mark the creation of our life perspectives, our life views. Our beginnings, building on each other; construct our eyes, minds and our hearts through which we see the world and the universe for much of our lifetime.

For each of us, deep within, that beginning WAS the beginning of time. Not just in our own mind, but internalized in our entire physical being; so that for many of us to change the logic, rationale even the behavior is somewhat useless in and of its own force, in moving toward life transformation.

In the last 6 months of my life, my work has come to a new place. This place is where I find new hope is upon me in every new present moment that I focus on. All new awareness and an all new sense of power are upon me constantly. I don't mean 10, 20, 60 minutes on and off throughout some days, but 90% of my day, 90% of the time; I find peace, safety, love, tolerance, acceptance, compassion and wealth pervades my focus. These ideals have replaced constant and overwhelming senses' of, anxiety, fear, confusion, imprisonment, defensiveness, anger, judgment, pain, loneliness and a gaping void or black hole in my being.

For you to understand what an impossible miracle this is, parts of my life story will be melded in to the details of the most effective spiritual tools that I have come to learn over the last 15 years; some of my life story will be wrenching, startling, shocking too many, but somewhat dramatic and entertaining to say the least.

To touch the realm of spirit has become, my gift, my transformational doorway, my purpose, it has come to be my new sole objective, for it is the only place where I have come to know the impossible and the miraculous; I know now, after half of my lifetime spent searching, that it is the only power great enough to permeate and heal the subconscious and the body memory deep within me.

No matter how extreme your story is, no matter, what your story is; It no longer has to seem or be impossible or unfeasible to come to an entirely, different life perspective. I now know deeply at 37 years old that there is no situation, abuse, circumstance, shame, history, issue, depression, internal or external suffering, wound or anger that is too vast, too deep, too enormous or too hopeless, for the highest powers within us, all around us and throughout the universe to move through it, heal it, change it.

The realm of the Spirit can and will heal all; the Realm of the Spirit is all inclusive, never exclusive. We have only come to learn to exclude ourselves, by believing the stories of others that learned fear as a basis for living, long before us.

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