by Catrina Rose

Created on: September 18, 2009

I once felt up,

but then felt down,

drowning by a deep wave

of emotions I found myself

spinning around and around,

Quick think fast, WHO was I kidding,

was it the pill bottle hidden behind the

medicine cabinet that had me pretending,

or was it the razor on the tub that made me

think my life was ending,

sometimes i felt up, but then I felt down,

who cares, I'm in pain and every time

i look at the sleeve on my arm I see a blood stain,

who would notice not my mother you'd think she'd

notice by now that I'm a cutter,

can you smell that, I smell paint,

I've been remodeling for 5 years, Oh! I feel faint,

how time has passed so fast from winter to spring,

then spring flew I'm in autumn, months became years,

so much destruction in a world unfair,

how do I get up from here?

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