by Tiffany Miller

Created on: September 15, 2009   Last Updated: September 16, 2009

Complicated Me
I'm so pissed off
Who doesn't know this
My life could end
And I couldn't care less

There's no relief anymore in the rain
It just punches me in the face
And makes the blood on my shirt a stain
Please wash me away too

I'm so lonely
But he's laying
Right here next to me
Only the walls hear what I'm saying

So I sit here alone
And cry myself to sleep
Like no one is even home
And pray my soul to keep

So what would you say
How many promises you couldn't keep
Like there there, there will come a day
And you'll hold me while I'll sleep

Stay away from me
Don't touch my hand
Oh, the person you can't be
And the pain you couldn't stand

You used to see me laughing
But I don't even try to hide anymore
Oh but you love me? I'm in no hell
Then why can't I get off the floor

I've got strings tying me here
And wings pulling me out there
God will make it work out just fine
But can I survive in time

I tell myself the pain isn't real
I have the passion
And there's a fighter deep inside still
But what if I'm too much

What if I self destruct
Got to hold it together for her
But if she's anything like me-good luck
Oh but I love him, and I love her

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