by Tricia Sayne

Created on: August 25, 2009   Last Updated: August 26, 2009

Suicidal Dreams


Darkness develops, whilst sadness envelops.
My pain's my pollution, I've found resolution.
I feel the pain, it sinks within.
The scars are now visible, they show of my sin.

Life's already over, it has finished its course.
I once used to worry; now I'll show no remorse.
I dream of the day, when the suffering has gone.
I wish I could end it; I'm just not that strong.

Once it engulfed me, took over my life.
I sit on my bed now just stroking this knife.
Blood flowing freely. Breath starting to deepen.
I can't hold it still now, while I am weeping.
The blood stains my hands, the pain will get deeper.
I'm inviting death in for my dance with the reaper.

Darkness once cloaked me, now it's hiding within.
I feel it inside me, just under my skin.
A burning sensation. A wanting to end.
The pain I am feeling nothing can mend

I sit here dreaming of impending damnation.
There is no one to go to. There is no salvation.
I've tried to run, I've tried to hide.
There is no escaping my dream of suicide.
Agonizing passions Blood curdling screams.
Now is my lifetime, what once were just dreams.

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