by Raphy Mendoza

Created on: February 06, 2007   Last Updated: May 14, 2007

Narcotics then Withdrawal

i see the want to feel it,
i see the perfect way you're worth it
in youre eyes the desire's burning,
molded into reality, glimmering.

to burry yourself in silver, then suck on it dreaming
to hide away on exile, runaway screaming
to make your flawless mask, put your face behind it.
to paint yourself invisible, put your past behind it.
just the way you want it, just the way it will become.

just the direction you make it flow, your very own placebo.

vague, deviant truth: a blatant lie!
obscure the identity, self-closure and cover:
A fettish the feeble mind disguises.
a voodoo for a certain desire.

to burry yourself in silver, then suck on it dreaming
to hide away on exile, runaway screaming
to make your flawless mask, put your face behind it.
to paint yourself invisible, put your past behind it.
just the way you want it, just the way it will become.
just the direction you make it flow, your very own placebo.

Self destruction upon self disclosure.
Either that or be a fool:
Narcotics then withdrawal,
repressed and insecure.
A box of broken syringes and prescripted methadone.
drug dependence (definitely sounds better),
but truly its an addiction.
"promise me you'll never touch that shit"
i hear myself say, i thought "bullshit".
but really, i meant it.

to burry yourself in silver, then suck on it dreaming
to hide away on exile, runaway screaming
to make your flawless mask, put your face behind it.
to paint yourself invisible, put your past behind it.
just the way you want it, just the way it will become.
just the direction you make it flow, your very own placebo.

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