by 1PD1

Created on: July 15, 2009   Last Updated: July 17, 2009

Something to say, There has to be a time

Friends, each day that passes is emotionally painful for me, but I heal. That pain grows less each day and becomes more of a concern for my former partner. Each day that passes I think of the Passion we shared within our relationship and ourselves, but I will heal. Each day that passes I think of the Assurance we provided each other and the love we shared toward each other, but I will heal. Each day that passes I think of the Reliability we gave each other, and the inner peace he gave my soul, but I will heal. Each day that passes I think of the Integrity we gave each other daily as we shared the ups and downs of life together, but I will heal. Each day that passes think of the Success that could have been ours, but I will heal.

I write today an open letter, communicate with anyone that will read what I written with respect to my life over the past few months. We are all individuals with feelings, ideas, goals, and desires. I am no different than any of you, I work hard to accomplish all that I set out to do, and I always strive to care for my fellow human being. With respect to personal relationships, I care more for my partner in life than I do myself. Sometimes that ideology with relationships can present problems when it comes to personal self worth. With that said, I was lucky after 14 years of being single and just surviving, wondering through the 9am to 5pm rat race, paying bills, paying taxes and playing the field to satisfy the flesh.

I met someone that rejuvenated my life in March of 2007. He was in the same playing field as I was, and we together pull ourselves out of that dangerous world of unknown sexual encounters. After a month of almost daily contact and sharing everything we had with each other, he decided to move in. It was the logical thing to do since most of his things were already at my residence. He had his own room and privacy to identify with, he was his own man. I told him I would never make him or ask him to leave, and that I would see to it that he had all the rights to be here as I did. He was happy; to finally be in a stable home with a man that respects him, as I was also, happy to have finally found a companion that I was compatible with to love and cherish. Our love for each other grew daily. I finally began to feel complete; the void in my life was growing less with each minute that passed. I was finally able to exhale if you know what I mean. We both decided to enter into a

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