by Ryan Christian

Created on: July 05, 2009

Well I've been all around

And now I think I'm just right back where I started

And I just can't stop the sound

But I refuse to just sit here broken hearted

But if we could just go back

To when you threw my clothes out the window

At least then I'd have the chance

To explain...

If I could just get in a word?

The voices all agreed

That if I could be heard

Everything would work itself out

So all I want to do is just talk it over

But I'm at the point now

Where I just can't do that while I'm sober

Can't think straight when I'm living with my best friend

Listening to the bed creak

When I'm trying to sleep

And it's driving me crazy to think

That he's the only one getting any action around here

And the voices all agree that they miss you

Well I know that it's late

And you're probably tired from the work

I drove by yesterday

And you gave me the finger and called me a jerk

But if we could just go back

To before you locked me out of the apartment

At least then I'd have a chance

To explain

If I could just have your ear?

The voices are getting louder now

I'm surprised I can hear

They're not the only things yelling at me now

All I wanted to do was get a start on my master plan (to win you back)

But I'm at the point now

Where I'm flying by the seat of my pants

Can't think straight when I'm in my mother's basement again

And now she's hounding me for rent

When I'm trying to avoid her

And it's driving me crazy to think

That I'm too old to be drinking this much

And the voices all agreed that I'm a retard

If this were just make-believe

I'd have a few tricks up my sleeve

But now I'm sweating like a sieve

When I start to think there's no hope

Now the voices make fun of me

Because I drink so heavily

That's okay cuz I can see

You hear the voices too

After all, it's just that I've gone crazy for you

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