by Carolyn Gwiazdzinski

Created on: June 12, 2009

Manifesting your heart's desires ~ and we create our reality, two very important concepts that have been playing itself in my mind, for a few days now. The short version to this is yes, we can manifest our hearts desires and yes, we can create our reality. That is the good news, the flip side to this is what happens if you know this to be true in your heart and then you begin to witness and experience the exact opposite to manifesting your hearts desires, to manifesting the things that you don't want in your life?

No, I am definitely not trying to scare anyone into believing, that it is not possible to manifest our hearts desires and create our reality.

It was the late 80's and the new age for me, when I began hearing these two very intense and very distinct concepts. I had been teaching psychic and intuitive awareness, the Tarot, working with a girlfriend that had opened a metaphysical bookstore, doing bimonthly fairs and traveling the psychic circuit, in Connecticut, doing the psychic fairs.

At this time, I had six years under my belt and was loving absolutely every minute of it. And silly me, thinking that I could keep my life exactly as it was, in my happy little world, doing my metaphysical thing. Silly, silly me. Did I mention, that when this kind of energy is generated, eventually, our level of awareness and our approaches to life begin to change, to accommodate this stream of energy being a part of our life.

It was during this time, that I manifested one of my hearts most wanted desires. I became pregnant. By now, I was in my early 30's. When I was married the first time, it was not happening and the marriage ended, calmly and responsibly after 10 years. In the meantime, I was happy beyond my wildest imaginings. I had waited so long and at times, felt like my heart would break, if I didn't have at least one child.

And then the unthinkable happened. Yes, intuitively, I felt it coming, but reality is a whole other experience. The bottom to my life was gone. And change was coming at me from all directions. I went from being intensely happy and ecstatic about becoming a mother, to intense fear about how I was going to do this.

Remember, how I thought I would be able to generate a huge amount of psychic energy and keep my life exactly how it was. Well, that just wasn't going to happen. I had a choice to make and my choice was wing the changes by the seat of my pants and have my child.

This decision was the happiest time of my life

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