by 1PD1

Created on: June 03, 2009   Last Updated: June 05, 2009

As the Days Pass.

Many days have passed now that you are no longer around. For many of those days I had many questions about what, and why again. Then for many days I tried to guess why and what happen. So many days have passed now and what am I to do? No real answers for all those questions I have which can only come from one source. That source wants to control all that I learn and discover. I have no prejudice and predetermined ideas.

I am a blank page ready to be discovered with new thoughts and understandings. Will you the writer with your mighty pen in hand fill those pages in my mind with the answers I seek? Will the truth flow on the pages as the clear water in river. Will those thoughts and clarifications be clear and fair as water we drink? Or with the thoughts be muddy and dark as the many days that have passed since you left our home.

Many days have passed and plans were made for the source to be secure on his own. All respect would have been given, but not a chance was given, instead I was left alone again. Left alone again with many days to pass and muddy thoughts to sought through, not an answer in sight, just tears flow as a river, and pain aches through my soul. Why again when promises were made and words were given, that you would not run again. No excuses please!

Just what have we always stood for? Our foundation has always been, honesty, loyalty, and truth. I never asked any thing of you, expect that you never leave me and be there for me, as I always have been for you, in the easy times and the hard painful times. I understand that circumstance exist that overwhelm your mind and you have no choice, but to act and do as those racing thoughts compel you to.

I care and I love you, but the time passes and the pain grows, and I too have thoughts of your fidelity and honesty to me. I have been faithful to you since that day in March when you left. I was helpless as you fought the powers around us only make their case even stronger. I was then and still am always with you. I have never left your side. I only ask that you ease my pain as these days pass, give me some of the answers I seek. Give me the peace I wish, I am your friend as I was your lover. You are my everything.you are a man I never forget. We shared a lot together, many good times and some rough times. All the time, I know, time will heal all wounds..

I Love You Like No Other PJD

I hope you find the peace you are looking for..

You have shown me much; I am a stronger man with your love!...

Or without.

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