by Crystal Delgado

Created on: May 18, 2009

Who Am I For the most part I'm me. A mother, wife, daughter, sister, granddaughter and friend. The other part I'm a lonely, lost, inner child. I'm in search of the love and friendship I lost when my mother was killed.

Who Was I - I was a rude truth telling person. I told things exactly how they were. I never sugar coated anything. I was selfish. I wanted everything for me and my family and no one else. I was cocky. I had a ton of pride. Would never back down for nothing. I knew my Mom would always have my back even if I was dead up wrong. I was honest with everything I did and said. I knew I had a friend for life in my Mother. She never judged me on anything I did or said. I was full of respect, trust, and love.

Who I Am Now - I'm lost in this scary world. I have fear that I never had before. I judge everyone, and friends are far and few between. I push people away. If I don't get close to them they can't hurt me. I'm lonely cause I have pulled away from life and people. I don't trust anyone. I am weak, full of grief, anger, and hatred. The strongest women I know was killed and taken from me.

This is Who I Am Right Now, But Not Forever!

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